2.9.11

PhD shopping

it feels like i'm shopping for a husband at the moment, because i'm doing serious research into possibly doing a PhD.

i still don't even know if it's the right thing to do, but i'm talking to peeps about it anyway.

and it's quite a strange process to feel like you're testing people for a commitment of 3-4 years.

part of me wants to research in an international university, for something different. although i do love the idea of working with some fantastic australian artists/writers.

and it has thrown me into a bit of a quandary about how to best extend my practice. through the 'research' model of academia, or through the 'development' model of studio practice and funding? i'm sure that i'm being a tad binary about that either/or, but it feels like two different very routes to take and i don't know which one serves me best - i think i'd like a little from column A and a little from column B, please.

and perhaps i'm over-thinking the whole thing and i should just have some goddamn fun.

6 comments:

john dodds said...

I hear media studies is popular.

Anonymous said...

Ducked in, thought I'd say "hi".

Tough decision...hopefully you have plenty of time up your sleave to make it.

:-)

lauren said...

doddsy, your support and wisdom is as welcome as ever.

angela! lovely to see you. thanks for the support - i've been mulling this over for about 9 months so far. i still haven't gotten any further, but i have a feeling the answer will present itself soon enough.

Anonymous said...

o/s sounds like the one to me. Offers you magic without the boredom. Petty Melbourne will always be a distraction. You're too bright a star for this town, me thinks.

northern said...

Is it really that black or white? Hope it doesn't have to be that way

lauren said...

northern it's probably not that black and white - certainly i'm looking for a third option there, but in the artists whose careers i value and look to, they do seem to divide along those two lines.

however, i think i've done myself enough injury thinking about this for the time being and have decided to forgo it for another year. it's just not fitting, so i would rather let it pass and wait until it does. nothing like having to squeeze into an undersized PhD to completely fuck up a girl's night.